Truth never need any explanations. It speaks of itself. The moment
explanation starts... know for sure it is a deviation from what is....!
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
20.02.2013
I used to drop my friend on my way to office. Today I asked
her ..how’s office? She replied in a lifeless tone…mmm…goes on…! I laughed…see
when we speak about the Lord how soulfully we do…but if about office…the energy
goes down.. it happens with me too. Why?
She said yesterday was the appraisal day!. I could
immediately make it out from my own experience…! I said…Corporate appraisal is pure politics as
far as I had experienced. This I learned after many years….!
She said …somehow I dislike projecting…but when I see people
projecting even for small …small things I feel bad…how’s it possible?
Yes we do so many things silently which is unnoticeable like
the air we breathe which go unnoticeable.
I should say that she is so sweet
friend of mine ..so soulful…so filled
with love for divine…! She is heading the Finance Department.
I told…see the world’s appraisal of you is not the real U…!
The standards of world are different and not at all based on truth…never be
carried away by that…!
I narrated a story I
heard yesterday from my mother.
Tulsidas was a great devotee of the Lord…! He used to narrate
Ramayana to the mass. Everyday he used to see Lord
Hanuman standing amidst the mass and listening to the story!.But immediately
after the Upanyasa was over he disappears. Tulsidas wanted to catch him…so
one day just before finishing Ramayana..he left his place and caught hold of the
Lord!. He requested the Lord to visit his home with soulful love!.
The Lord agreed that he will come along with Sri Rama &
Sita the nextday.
Next day Tulsidas decorated his house with mango
leaves…waiting for the Lord with Purnakumba…
By that time a Kuravan-kurathi couple(Gypsy/nomads) came along with a small
monkey and asked for alms.
But Tulsidas was waiting for the Lord…he asked them to get away and awaited for the Lord
The whole day vanished and literally he was in tears and
that day he had the vision of Lord…We came in the form of nomads…you threw me
out…!
This incident is so expressive of the standards the world
define… We tend to set standards even for the Lord…So I told my friend…do not
worry at all..the world do not know the real worth of people since it operates
at gross level…! Inherent values are not seen by ordinary eyes…!
Our real appraisals are with the Lord!
Our real appraisals are with the Lord!
From my diary....
20.12.2012
So many days passed by……!
People who operate mostly at intellectual level may take what all I
write are merely from emotional point of view….! Pure intellect & pure
emotions are one and the same. The whole Universe operates at HIS will. I had
experienced surrender with pure love…is everything! The power of true love
could never be under estimated. Heart is valued more by the Lord than the
splitting intellect. Supreme intelligence moves in harmony with the divine heart.
Here I am to place how in Corporate Environment the power of
Lord manifested safeguarding a simple surrendered soul.
As we think…rigid corporate rules….high-headedness…hierarchy….authority…autocratic
tendency…ignoring the soul within may bind an intellectual mind but not an ever
free divine heart.
I had experienced His power as an all knowing all capable
all loving power!
The tortures this simple soul underwent are manifold & I
could feel the pressure exerted to work
like a machine on human beings which is a tyranny indeed… we have a heart too!
So many diseases like B/P are so common
and had become the way of life. What all these are for…? We make a hell
out of this world! Everything is created
for us but we had become bonded slaves to it.
Maya is so powerful it deludes by creating lust!
Patience out of love is the only medicine to heal!
I too was caught
amidst minds which were so partial…political…cunning…powerful
..smart…jealous..inflicting pain upon flowery hearts. And the beauty is…with
every experience the love and trust in the LORD grew…! The sequence of events
that had happened in establishing the Dharma…the beauty in which it was
revealed…made me ever surrendered at HIS HOLY FEET.
The beauty is I never opened my mouth in defence even though
I was right…I accepted all pain with tears seeking solace only in Lord. I could
have argued …fought …but my nature is such that I could bear the pain rather
than splitting hearts through fight! I remained silent.
I had the vision of Goddess Punnainallore Mariamman once
when one of my colleague resigned unable
to withstand the torture. I had never gone to that temple before but in dream…I
could see words written PUNNAI NALLUR MAARIAMMAN(in tamil) and I could see the
statue of the Goddess in reddish colour as that of Samayapuram Mariamman. I was
wondering why the Goddess looks like samayapuram mariamman. The Goddess comes
towards me and asks with a little anger, since I am in a forest
are you not coming to see me…? She sits on a big stone platform and I
rush to sit near her feet. She glances at me and asks…it is as though from
events happening he will throw you out of office it seems…? I was in tears
Ma…you say a word …immediately I will leave but should I leave out of
cunningness of adharma? She smiles at me….do not worry…she insists ..if U worry
it will affect your health….ok..do not worry. Amma is there!. He could not even
pull a single hair apart! This is the word I got from the Goddess as an
assurance.I searched for the temple and found it was the 16th century
temple and built by Tanjore king who had
a vision of Samayapuram mariamman
stating that she was residing in Punnai forest and asking the King to construct
a temple for her.
Later on myself and my husband went there.
Why I narrate this is if U walk on the path of dharma
surrendering everything to HIM as Lord Krishna says…H E will take care of the
rest!
HE is the ultimate….undefeatable King…!
I will post the experiences soon if the Divine wills so
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