It is long time since I step in to the blog.Like an observer without words I am lost into the magnanimous love which enfolds & carries me through. Each and every event is a miracle by which I am spellbound to say. To think of & share about past events matters nothing since each moment is renewing itself. But I wish to speak ...I touch one thing... do not complete it...yes I do not know how to gather & present. There were flowers blooming all around. I do not know how to collect & present it as a garland. Each & every day HIS unfailing love makes my heart silent with wonder.

I present here what has happened a week before. My cousin sister's son who is with us is getting transferred to our native place. When he told this I was thinking...if we would be in our native place all around is our relatives & any help we could rightfully demand. But being in city even with neighbours we request with hesitation. A thought came & within a day I got a call from an advocate. He has got my number from one of my cousin & called me.Ultimately we found that our grand mothers were sisters.Very close relatives we were. He is very affectionate & his house & office is also in the same locality where I am.To my surprise just 27 days we differ by age, same star & same age. My heart was wonder struck with the Love of my Lord. How powerful is HIS Love by which HE makes us eternely indebted!

You Know last Friday I woke-up with the words arising from within "MY WISH SHOULD BE YOUR OPTICALS"

20.02.2013

I used to drop my friend on my way to office. Today I asked her ..how’s office? She replied in a lifeless tone…mmm…goes on…! I laughed…see when we speak about the Lord how soulfully we do…but if about office…the energy goes down.. it happens with me too. Why?

She said yesterday was the appraisal day!. I could immediately make it out from my own experience…! I  said…Corporate appraisal is pure politics as far as I had experienced. This I learned after many years….!

She said …somehow I dislike projecting…but when I see people projecting even for small …small things I feel bad…how’s it possible?

Yes we do so many things silently which is unnoticeable like the air we breathe which go unnoticeable.

I should say that she is so sweet friend of mine ..so soulful…so  filled with love for divine…! She is heading the Finance Department.

I told…see the world’s appraisal of you is not the real U…! The standards of world are different and not at all based on truth…never be carried away by that…!

 I narrated a story I heard yesterday from my mother.

Tulsidas was a great devotee of the Lord…! He used to narrate Ramayana to the mass. Everyday he used to see  Lord Hanuman standing amidst the mass and listening to the story!.But immediately after the Upanyasa was over he disappears. Tulsidas wanted to catch him…so one day just before finishing Ramayana..he left his place and caught hold of the Lord!. He requested the Lord to visit his home with soulful love!.

The Lord agreed that he will come along with Sri Rama & Sita the nextday.

Next day Tulsidas decorated his house with mango leaves…waiting for the Lord with Purnakumba…

By that time a Kuravan-kurathi  couple(Gypsy/nomads) came along with a small monkey and asked for alms.

But Tulsidas was waiting for the Lord…he asked them to get away and awaited for the Lord

The whole day vanished and literally he was in tears and that day he had the vision of Lord…We came in   the form of nomads…you threw me out…!

This incident is so expressive of the standards the world define… We tend to set standards even for the Lord…So I told my friend…do not worry at all..the world do not know the real worth of people since it operates at gross level…! Inherent values are not seen by ordinary eyes…!

Our real appraisals are with the Lord!

17.07.2012

 

So many events pass by…so miraculous is the power of love….! The ultimate God particle…..is Love…and only love….!   Lord expresses in various ways his everlasting love…which go unnoticed in this busy buzzling world. Today a beautiful event happened. I bought red arali (Tamil) flowers & jasmine flowers. I gave the jasmine flowers to the Lord and while returning from the temple bought some sweet smelling Champanki flowers.  The flower selling lady was also keeping pink lotus flowers. 

While I left the flower shop I had a feeling …I would have bought one lotus flower to be kept in the middle of the red arali flowers which would look so nice. I used to keep flowers near me daily to mother and my guruji at office. I came to our office building where we have a small vinayaka statue …prayed to Him. One of the man passing by that way saw me and suddenly gave me a lotus flower and told....give it to perumal!

I said I had gone to the temple already. I had never seen him before & he left the place. I was holding the lotus flower…and could smile at the love of Lord which expresses beautifully…fulfilling my subtle wish within.