ETERNAL DIVINE LOVE

I have become still…still…still!

The magnanimous love you shower on me….

Not Knowing how to respond…

Every atom of me becomes still…still…still!

Amidst ego clashes you cleave my way as butter

 Without limit…you move on and on

Your eternal love blooms on and on

Witnessing your love so great

My heart becomes  still….still… still!

I misunderstand…doubt…even empty my fury on you…

How majestic….how authentic…is your love so great….!

You ignore all my fights as a child’s fallacy & hold me to heart

I am struck with wonder…. becoming still…still…still!

My in depth intentions…so pure …

Fight to manifest itself amidst materialistic world…!

You bring in people and circumstances as  tool

And make it manifest miraculously…!

Great… Assertive and Powerful is your love…!

With tremendous gratitude…

With all my EGO dissolving without trace…

My heart becomes still..still…still!

The moment I plunge into sorrow..

Meeting with narrow hearts…going so…deep down within…

You surround me with scented & ever fresh flowers

Making me breathe your love so beautiful with intense aroma…..!

With blush of happiness springing-up from within as a fountain…!

Astonished at your love which eternally make me smile afresh!

My heart becomes still…still…still!

When chained to  sorrow…. tears flow from my heart…!

 I cry endlessly….!

You surround as a dark cloud enveloping me

Shedding your tears as heavy rain from the endless space to cool my heart…!

Stunned by the magnanimity of your Heart

My heart becomes still…still…still!

When my heart blooms in happiness tasting your everlasting love…

You shower….and play with me as drizzling rain

Wondering at the endless & mighty play…you enact with nature

With no words to thank…

My heart becomes still…still…still!

DIVINE OCEAN

You wanted to…teach me
More and more tough…lessons!

You came to me as a colleague
Full of jealous within….!
You discouraged….me…
With negative words….!

I was struggling
Within myself….
To be one with you….!

You spoke very softly
Like honey outside…!
But carrying….
Vengeance within….!

Cleverly you executed
Things to your favour
Making people
Believe falsehood…!

I could observe you….
Your face shrinking….
At any good happening to me….!

You projected…..
As though you are
Close to me....
But truly you were….
Far…far…away from me…!

This is something new…
Which I never faced before….!
Even the most
Self-centered souls….
Dissolve in Thine Love…!

I found…truth…..
To be pushed last….
And ridiculed...by people around….!

I searched where I went wrong…
Carrying Thee in my heart…!
I had to fight a lot…within…
To retain your liveliness….!

How come…..
You are in jealous with
Your own soul…..???
I cried within….!

You answered….

My child…
You are swimming hard
To overcome
The waves of jealous…
Repeating itself…..!
You will be tired...soon
Leave it…..

DIVE DEEP…!
YOU WILL SEE THE TREASURES OF
THE OCEANIC LOVE AWAITING YOU…..!

A neem tree

A neem tree

Expression of divine love…

I could receive….

The waving of its leaves…

The nodding of the branches..

Expression of its love…!

It tried to extend its…

Branches towards ..

South and north side…

But…poor…one…

Got struck by

Huge buildings…

On both the sides…

On a narrow lane….

It has been caught…

Like the soul being caught…

Amidst the narrow hearts…

It can not go back to west…

But it happily….

Started extending towards east...

Shooting upwards….!

You taught me….

Silently through this

neem tree…

You spoke to me….

Even amidst closed hearts

Not giving way for you…

To expand……

The divine sky…

Awaits you…..

Grow above all limitations…

Expand yourself…blissfully..

In the limitless space of…

ETERNITY…..!

WON IN LOVE….LOST IN LOVE…!

I loved you with

Every cells of my being!

A play started between YOU and ME

Even a small desire

When arise unconsciously within me…

You rushed to fulfill!

Rather than what you gave…

The profound love of YOU made me mad

I offered what U gave

Happily at your feet!

You gifted more and more

I offered back more and more

The play went on with thrill

Thrill of love pouring through

All pores of my being!

If I offered onefold

You returned it manifold!

Love for loves sake….

I offered all my being to THEE

Waiting silently within!

The Game….came to an end

At You offering YOURSELF

unconditionally!

YOU became ME!

WINNER IS LOVE….!

Lotus

Oh! Lord ….

Thought & mind

Stand as a barrier….

Form becomes meaningless…

My heart longs to break

All limitations….!

Deep longing…to unite

Kindles in me fires of separation…!

Uncontrollable …pain

Spinning my whole being…!

Flames of love….consuming me…

Spontaneous flow of tears…

Wetting my soul….!

Am I becoming mad….

With emotions carrying me to the peak!

All my cells vibrate to burst out….

Deep within….my heart….

Everything rises from a spark…!

I am carried away…

Somewhere into the unknown

Which is verily my own!

Tears…of longing…to unite…to the core

Deep spinning of my heart

Slipping away of mind and body….

Longing to reach the destination….

Everything stops miraculously….!

My whole being becomes a flower…

I am its core….I am its petals..

Strange! WHITE LOTUS I AM!

HEALING HAMMER OF TRUTH

HEALING HAMMER OF TRUTH

Silence….
Perfect expression of DIVINE
Stands alone…
Watching the whole game….
It sees through people…
Their in & out…in depth
Filled with the Whole

Words….
Fail to catch the infinite beauty
Cunningly take hold of the hearts
Finds a throne…..
In the world of distractions…

Love …
Blooms in silence…
Injects life to all…
Bearing all hardships
Waits patiently …

Truth…
An Impartial Judge
Gathering all its strength
From the roots of silence
Strikes at a right time
To shatter all pettiness into PIECES….

DIVINE DIAMOND

DIVINE DIAMOND……….

I have got a diamond shining like a Star…big and bright!
Years of patience produced it…difficulties shaped it….!
Its rays of twinkle attracted people…some came near..
Suggestions were made to add up ornamental artificials….!

I have searched for a person who could realize its worth……!
Who could receive its real light and be benefited…!
No one ready to receive it …at the cost of life’s enjoyments…!
Not aware of that it could grant everything.and limitless joy.!

Days passed on in vain….My dream unfulfilled…!
Tears rolled down …. My longing multiplied…..!
You have got an outdated one …now it has no value….
Words of discouragement …were thrown…on me…

Time tested my confidence level….I didn’t give up..
A diamond is a diamond forever my heart murmured…!
No give up you fool…use your brain…live your life…enjoy
Knife cut words…sharped the diamond to shine more and more.!.

I closed my eyes…my heart called on my beloved Lord…!
A voice rang within me …why search outside in vain..?
I am here..…I will possess it…embed it in my crown…!
I am the source of all activities…..I know its value…!

More ..it declared…Let the rays of the diamond shine around…!
Have peace…it will attract people worth receiving it….!
Remember now its not yours… a ray of it let me give you…
Melt in love like an ice …Blaze in knowledge like a fire…!

Divine Mother

You wrapped me into Thyself

As an atom….

Unfolding me to the senses…

To manifest a human form…!

You fed me as a mother…

Taught me all good…

Infused love for divine…

Removed all self centeredness…!

When I started growing…

You left me alone….!

My heart craved…for love…

Seeking its…perfection…!

All seemed to be impermanent…

When Thee in the form of my mother..

Left me stranded….!

The concept of love

Which narrowed down…

Into limited forms…….

Broke…within me….!

Like a thirsty…fire…..

My heart…tried to…seize…

The whole universe…..

Seeking for perfect love….!

You narrowed yourself

To GOD in a specified form

Making my heart expand for Divine

To vibrate in unlimited space…!

Darkness….you embraced….

Making me lit flames of love…!

You bore all the curses…

To make my qualities shine…!

MOTHER….I could not…

Realize your hidden….part

But now I admire…and wonder…

HOW BEAUTIFULLY YOU HAVE SHAPED ME…?

DIVINE ROBBER

You entered my house…
Unknowingly in silence…!

I am not aware but
Felt somewhere I am robbed…!

You slowly took away
All the treasures of my home!

I could feel your presence now
But never aware you are the robber!

Your smile …
As the warm rays of the sun
Took away the thought of my home
Dissolving me into the unknown!

I was helpless
The more I tried to remove you
The more the hold tightened

You occupied my house comfortably
You striped me off all the desires
Now I found YOU…!

But I could not understand!
Having robbed of everything
How come my heart float in
overwhelming bliss?

I ALLOWED ROBBERY BLISSFULLY!

Beside the Ocean of Divinity

My Lord,

Like an Ocean that rolls down to pull back its waves
Your gracious love roll down my heart to pull me towards you
But Myself?
I enjoy playing with the minute sand particles of desires along the beach.
I fear…
Witnessing your magnanimity
Tremendous fear overlaps me
To willingly dissolve in your love
Make me afraid of losing identity

My dear God,
Shall I have a request?
Near the Ocean…very near to its waves I am…
Will you sweep me up as a FLOOD?