Soon I will post my experiences with Swamiji which was so spontaneous. In fact I never before in my life had a single thought of having a Guru in human form except Sri Ramakrishna. My love ...admiration for Sri Ramakrishna bloomed when I first read his Gospel at the age of 16. Tears would roll over my cheeks wetting the Gospel while reading HIM! All my inner quest for perfection in love is filled through HIS life which revealed a new dimension of loving Divine!

Past is past anyway! As my Guruji used to say leave the dead as dead!

But the expression of it, if it could touch and bringforth the spring of love within a single heart, I feel filled!

With Love in Divine,

Vishnupriya

WON IN LOVE….LOST IN LOVE…!

I loved you with

Every cells of my being!

A play started between YOU and ME

Even a small desire

When arise unconsciously within me…

You rushed to fulfill!

Rather than what you gave…

The profound love of YOU made me mad

I offered what U gave

Happily at your feet!

You gifted more and more

I offered back more and more

The play went on with thrill

Thrill of love pouring through

All pores of my being!

If I offered onefold

You returned it manifold!

Love for loves sake….

I offered all my being to THEE

Waiting silently within!

The Game….came to an end

At You offering YOURSELF

unconditionally!

YOU became ME!

WINNER IS LOVE….!

Lotus

Oh! Lord ….

Thought & mind

Stand as a barrier….

Form becomes meaningless…

My heart longs to break

All limitations….!

Deep longing…to unite

Kindles in me fires of separation…!

Uncontrollable …pain

Spinning my whole being…!

Flames of love….consuming me…

Spontaneous flow of tears…

Wetting my soul….!

Am I becoming mad….

With emotions carrying me to the peak!

All my cells vibrate to burst out….

Deep within….my heart….

Everything rises from a spark…!

I am carried away…

Somewhere into the unknown

Which is verily my own!

Tears…of longing…to unite…to the core

Deep spinning of my heart

Slipping away of mind and body….

Longing to reach the destination….

Everything stops miraculously….!

My whole being becomes a flower…

I am its core….I am its petals..

Strange! WHITE LOTUS I AM!

Harmonize intellect with heart. Otherwise you become inhuman....!

What is the use of intellect when it does not ripe into curbing the difficulties of life?

What is the use of intellect if it blinds our eyes to people who suffer around us?

Awake the grace...love which is deep & dormant within!

All gross veils disappear to reveal the Divine within!

If not ...unaware we die painfully... pitifully.... unable to hold the useless ego created by us!

HEALING HAMMER OF TRUTH

HEALING HAMMER OF TRUTH

Silence….
Perfect expression of DIVINE
Stands alone…
Watching the whole game….
It sees through people…
Their in & out…in depth
Filled with the Whole

Words….
Fail to catch the infinite beauty
Cunningly take hold of the hearts
Finds a throne…..
In the world of distractions…

Love …
Blooms in silence…
Injects life to all…
Bearing all hardships
Waits patiently …

Truth…
An Impartial Judge
Gathering all its strength
From the roots of silence
Strikes at a right time
To shatter all pettiness into PIECES….

Give the best....!

The numerous wonderful experiences happening in life could not be recorded in full. Some times I write down in my diary...But most are cherished into each and every atom of my being expressing itself beautifully!

Today I went to see the little Lord born to my friend. The silent pure love between my friend & myself cannot be fully expressed in words because it is soulful. My first thought of a gift expressed itself as a gold ring!I had a few new rings of my son which is not used! Immediately a thought crossed me...their family is well to do...so it is enough we give a silver coin! See this may be the worldly mind which intrudes!. I decided & took a silver coin from my jewel box when my son came in and asked for a gold ring to wear. He was insisting on it so I gave!. We went to the hospital. Cute little baby...like a soft pink rose flower.....made our hearts bloom! This baby is after five six years of their marriage and she conceived after blessings from our Guruji...Let Lord guruvayurappa(whom their family is devoted to...) himself be born to you as you wish...!

We were happily conversing. After sometime my son who was playing around suddenly took away the ring from his hand and gave it..saying this is for the baby...! I was wonderstruck...not even a single word I spoke about my thought at first instance...but see how beautifully it expresses itself through the child! Children do not wear any mask...they tear away the mask we intend to carry...! My heart is so filled...I gave both the ring and the coin to the little Lord...! Spontaneous flow of love carry right things to right people! Divinity expresses itself in a subtle way which we could see if we are aware...!

DIVINE DIAMOND

DIVINE DIAMOND……….

I have got a diamond shining like a Star…big and bright!
Years of patience produced it…difficulties shaped it….!
Its rays of twinkle attracted people…some came near..
Suggestions were made to add up ornamental artificials….!

I have searched for a person who could realize its worth……!
Who could receive its real light and be benefited…!
No one ready to receive it …at the cost of life’s enjoyments…!
Not aware of that it could grant everything.and limitless joy.!

Days passed on in vain….My dream unfulfilled…!
Tears rolled down …. My longing multiplied…..!
You have got an outdated one …now it has no value….
Words of discouragement …were thrown…on me…

Time tested my confidence level….I didn’t give up..
A diamond is a diamond forever my heart murmured…!
No give up you fool…use your brain…live your life…enjoy
Knife cut words…sharped the diamond to shine more and more.!.

I closed my eyes…my heart called on my beloved Lord…!
A voice rang within me …why search outside in vain..?
I am here..…I will possess it…embed it in my crown…!
I am the source of all activities…..I know its value…!

More ..it declared…Let the rays of the diamond shine around…!
Have peace…it will attract people worth receiving it….!
Remember now its not yours… a ray of it let me give you…
Melt in love like an ice …Blaze in knowledge like a fire…!