13.08.2012

Yesterday a shocking dream I got. It is not dream as such. It came as a premonition. It happened at a stage when I was about to wake at around 5.30 A.M. It is that Kala has died.(We were living in their house for rent from 2000 till 2006.) She has got two children One girl married & one son just completed aeronautical engineering. She has got health problems but not so serious. She is just 47 years old. Actually she does so much for devotees of God…she is so religious. She had done so many annadhanams. But one thing she is somewhat attached much to the property & there were problems in dividing the property in their family. So she used to be stress-filled without peace of mind. Really I could see her spirit body detaching from her body with a huge sound Oh……..! Totally shocked. Normally I never call her. Very rarely she speaks to me but she is full of love. Last Friday I felt like calling her thinking about her love and spoke to her. She was so…happy & was telling after speaking to you…it is as though I had off loaded my head. Yesterday I went there. She was so happy she compelled me to have meals there and treated me godlike. Such a love. But you know God’s plans….HE is an undisturbed murderer sometimes. He is a Jnani! He never bothers when time comes to take back a soul.I felt that Lord had sent me to give her peace during her last chapter  of life.

You know why I am posting this? I do not know whether  it may happen within months or perhaps a year. But one thing people say…if you tell your dream out…it will not happen. If there is some truth in it then let it be… making me happy!

Thoughts springing up from within...

 

When U R  filled with LOVE you could never sleep. It is so difficult even if you sleep ....your consciousness is awake!.

All lovers experience this...and a mother better experiences it....!

So is the LORD  I feel .... HE is all full of LOVE for HIS creation ...so HE is awake......so HE is fully conscious out of CARE for US!

17.07.2012

 

So many events pass by…so miraculous is the power of love….! The ultimate God particle…..is Love…and only love….!   Lord expresses in various ways his everlasting love…which go unnoticed in this busy buzzling world. Today a beautiful event happened. I bought red arali (Tamil) flowers & jasmine flowers. I gave the jasmine flowers to the Lord and while returning from the temple bought some sweet smelling Champanki flowers.  The flower selling lady was also keeping pink lotus flowers. 

While I left the flower shop I had a feeling …I would have bought one lotus flower to be kept in the middle of the red arali flowers which would look so nice. I used to keep flowers near me daily to mother and my guruji at office. I came to our office building where we have a small vinayaka statue …prayed to Him. One of the man passing by that way saw me and suddenly gave me a lotus flower and told....give it to perumal!

I said I had gone to the temple already. I had never seen him before & he left the place. I was holding the lotus flower…and could smile at the love of Lord which expresses beautifully…fulfilling my subtle wish within.