Now I share the bissful vision I had in the morning which made me wake up early in the morning at 4 AM. It is as such I am sleeping beside Lord Krishna on his right side. He has kept HIS right palm facing upwards and my left cheek was resting on it. I could see His body wrapped in yellow silk and I have placed my right leg woven around HIS leg like a child over his mother's. Blissful sleep..in which I half-open my eyes to see his hand in sea blue colour contrasting his palm which is lotus pink and as soft as a lotus flower. After a long gap I see HIM and with blissful heart I woke up. You know words sprung up within me...which are from Bible. Believe or not I have never read bible but I come across words in churches or places around which I never memorise. Here is the Bible sentence which spontaneously got expressed" En Neethiyin valathu karathaal vunnai thaanguvaen" meaning "By the Dharma of my Right Hand...I shall Hold You"

After Jan'6 having felt the magnanimous grace I write today. I had a vision early inthe morning which I will speak in the next post. I have read books by sadhguru and heard him speak and had visions of HIM two three times. I had high reverence for HIM not because people are around HIM but as the only soul which expresses the seeds within me in action. when HE speaks I feel it is as though HE is ME such totality HE has got. In no way I am doing injustice to my GURU by expressing like this because I feel my vasudev has become HIM. Once when I had the vision of HIM I felt that HIS body is only a wood like thing and the air within HIM speaks...unlimited is HIS consciousness! After hearing HIS speech as an apt reply and solace to my hearts pain on Jan'6...I spoke to my sister too about this. She informed that Sadhguru is conducting a programme in Madurai initiating people in March for two three days where HE will be personally present. You see a wish arouse within me to see HIM in person. I was not much interested to join Isha or to get initiation but just I wanted to feel HIS presence by sitting close to HIM. I asked my sister if I could also join her for the programme. She said ok. But later on I came to know the programme is at the mass level and I felt amidst huge mass of people my wish would not be fulfilled. So I dropped the idea. I even forgot about it....yes for a great mystic like sadhguru and for the task which HE is in and amidst the busy schedule he has got there will be very elite society of people around HIM...what has this simple soul has got to do...it is impossible to go near HIM.


You just see the grace of GOD how it works to fulfill a simple devotee's hearful wish. TVH group has advertised three four days back in Hindu that they are going to conduct a Green Conclave programme in Hotel Park Shereton to which Sadhguru presides. I felt there would be a huge entry fees for that. Anyway a curiosity developed if we could see him near ,a nominal fee we could afford let us check it. When I cheked it they said the entry is free and they will let know within two days by message to my mobile. I didn't believe it at first. Yesterday evening I got a confirmation message from them for my participation in the programme. I was so happy. Today is the programme morning 10AM to 1PM. You see I was not much used to Star Hotels. Once a year we keep our company get together in any one star Hotel and that is how I know a little.But I hesitate to go alone. But the Park Hotel is very near from my office at venkatnarayana Road which I could easily reach. See it was a closed AC hall and I sat on the fourth row . The platform is very low only two feet high. I wished to be in the first row but it had been reserved for VIPs. Sadhguru came and my heart vibrated in bliss. Musician Sudha Raghunathan sang a beautiful song. I was in full spirit.Everyone spoke but I was feeling the presence alone no words entered my heart. I wished I could touch HIS feet. The heads of people in the front rows were hiding and I felt there should be nothing inbetween sadhguru and my praying heart. In the first row just before the seat of sadhguru on the platform ,there was a vacant seat and I was afraid to venture for that. In the second row there was a seat so just I got up and when I was about to occupy that seat a person said someone is coming and he asked me why dont you sit there pointing the seat at the first row. Immediately I sat there just before sadhguru direct... the gap should be just ten eleven feets. Imagine...how blissful..from feet to head the whole body which expresses the divine was giving Dharshan to this simple soul and nothing was inbetween us. And do you know it was more than an hour. When he came further in front to deliver his speech I was really immersed in grace. After the speech when he was about to leave...I could touch his feet since I was very near.

Nothing I conversed...when everything was filled...words become meaningless. It is as though the grace has descended to fill. A wish arising from a pure devoted heart manifests tangibly which we could experience in life.