25.12.10

So much of experiences passed by. I would like to write a few today. It is not merely an expression of myself I do. I write this with a longing if it would touch the hearts…the way by which Love guides us to Divine which I live..I really feel blessed. I am not even a dust particle comparable to the Lord’s magnificient love & beauty…! Just matchless is the real love we could receive in manifold from the Lord.

Love & Truth by itself are powerful to the every atom of it…! But even they are nothing before the dreamer I met with. So much resistance was within me to accept the truth I faced.

One beautiful experience I had four years back. It is …I could see the Dark Lord of Thiruvenkadam…the form is one like Formless…It was like waving black cloudlike…features of face are not very sharp… He was fully covered from top to bottom except the formless face which is black…by soft white silk…the every atom of which is me…! It was like only by the hold of the cloth the form was there! It was as though like a drunker wavering and weak… He was caught in it with no option! A year after that when I went to Ramakrishna math I was tempted to take a book… Amrudhanubhava by Jnanadeva without even knowing about it…! I could see the same experience which has been explained as Shakthi in red cloth enfolds Shiva the formless…!